November 18, 2010

Wanted: Positivity

I went for my second beta this morning.  This, to me is just as important if not moreso than the first beta which confirmed the pregnancy.  This beta number needs to be at least double what the first one was.  If it hasn't doubled then there's cause for concern.

I am on pins and needles waiting for the clinic to call me with the number.  Because they haven't called yet I am trying really hard to not jump to conclusions and assume it is bad news.  Sometimes they call within 2 hours of my blood draw, sometimes 5 hours later.  But today this number is so critical that I'm on the verge of having a meltdown.

Please, oh please, let it be a good number.

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